Forgive Me

"Forgive Me" (Jan. 2012)

[verse 1]

Since that night that I told how I felt

I know that, I know I must have hurt you

But I believed it to be my solution

To figure out you were the one

I guess it’s too late

There’s no turning back

[chorus]

Letting go is the hardest step

I’ve made a decision I do regret

It’s true

I still love you

It’s been almost three months now

I replay every moment how

I lost you

I still love you

[verse 2]

I didn’t mean to sound so cliché

But it wasn’t your fault it was all mine

While I toss and turn in the middle of the night

I hope that, I hope you’re doing just fine

I know you must hate me

Just please don’t ignore me

[chorus]

[bridge]

Please forgive me

For everything I’ve done

Please forgive me

For all the pain I’ve caused

Please forgive me

I want you back in my life

Please forgive me

Because I miss you so damn much

[chorus]

Where Now

"Where Now" (Jan. 2012)

I can’t remember how I did this way back when

Since last December you have made me feel things again

And all those times when you looked over

I can’t help thinking that you and me were something more

Yesterday I saw the gleam in your eyes

Just today it still makes me smile

And I can’t wait for tomorrow to bring

Surprises that come only in a dream

Since the first time that I laid eyes on you

We shared a melody or two

And I would always be true to you

If you are just as true to me too

And those thoughts of telling you just how I feel

Those words and what they mean is something real

It’s you who I write this song to

It’s me standing vulnerable in front of you

Where now do we go from here

 It’s your response, it’s all I fear

(4x)

I can’t remember how I did this way back when

Since last December you have made me feel things again

And all those times when you looked over

I can’t help thinking that you and me were something more

Voice of an Angel

"Voice of an Angel" (Dec. 2011)

[verse 1]

The first time that I laid eyes on you

You had me noticing a thing or two

Your porcelain skin, the freckles on your face

You had me doing this double take

[pre-chorus 1]

When you sang that song

Had me going along

Together we can feel the beat

Let’s do this once more

Get ready now

On the count of four

[chorus1]

I swear that money couldn’t buy you fame

You have all the talent for this game

And just by the way you say hello

You have the voice of an angel

[verse 2]

You gave me an excuse to turn around

Because lately I’ve been feeling down

All it took was a smile something that I couldn’t do in a while

You helped me lift my spirits off the ground

[pre-chorus 2]

What can I say

You got me feeling this way

Does this change anything between us

Just pardon the times

When I looked away

Didn’t want to make it too obvious

[chorus2]

I swear that money couldn’t buy you fame

You have all the talent for this game

And just by the way you say hello

You have the voice of an angel

(you have the voice of an angel)

Away

"Away" (Nov. 2011)

[Verse 1]

I miss those summer nights

The stars in your eyes, they shone so bright

But did you know the brightest star

Came crashing down straight through my heart

And I see now where we are

Under the stars we sit on the gravel

Watching the sky, as its story unravels

Just like ours

But not as far

[chorus]

You were my light

You’ve shown the way

Then why now did you push me away

I tried so hard

To make you mine

So why now did you push me away

[verse 2]

The sun has set along with the moon

A different flower has bloomed

With unfamiliar thorns in its stem

Oh I can’t believe it’s happened again

dug up a hole and planted our dreams

Wished for the best, that’s how it seemed

And you were right

There wasn’t enough light

[chorus]

[Bridge]

I see your colors bleeding through

You’re still not ready, though I painted you

Now the palate stained with grey

What once was clear

Is now all I fear

[chorus]

Every Time (Close Your Eyes)

"Every Time (Close Your Eyes)" (May 2008)

Look at me and let the moonlight shine in your eyes
We're cheek to cheek, eye to eye it comes as no surprise
Stay awake until the morning calls your name
It's your heartbeat that makes me feel so

Keep me close keep me warm keep me ever so right
Take a chance, make a change, let's spend tonight
On the brink, it's hard to breathe
But I notice the things we do to make that

Time run slow, hush did you ever know

It's every time I close my eyes your
You're right there, always waiting
And every night when sunsets to sunrise
I need you, I need you there
By my side
Next to me
Now close your eyes
So you can see

Waking up to see that smile up on your face
Breathing deeply my heart is on a race
Put your hand on my chest you can feel the beat
Now hold my, hold it tight just please

Don't let go, hush did you ever know

It's every time I close my eyes your

You're right there, always waiting

And every night when sunsets to sunrise

I need you, I need you there

By my side

Next to me

Now close your eyes

So you can see

Everything you ever mean to me

Cross on over to meet me in my dream

Hush now the sun is rising

It's every time I close my eyes your

You're right there, always waiting

And every night when sunsets to sunrise

I need you, I need you there

By my side

Next to me

Now close your eyes

So you can see

Where We Begin

"Where We Begin" (April 2008)

Every time now and again I think back to when
To remember the days in so many ways so I could see you again
This time it won't take forever
The days they keep getting longer

So sweet your touch
So warm are your hugs
It's easy to get lost in them
So take my hand, so you understand
This is where we begin

This time it won't take forever
Wishing the nights were only longer
Just like the night sky that needs the stars
Together we can go far

You said to me now what are we
Because we are meant to be
Together in hand in hand
Living in serenity
To make this feeling last forever
Just listen to your heart that now beats stronger

So sweet your touch
So warm are your hugs
It's easy to get lost in them
So take my hand now you understand
This is where we begin

This time it won't take forever

Wishing the nights were only longer

Just like the night sky that needs the stars

Together we can go far

This time it won't take forever
Wishing the nights were only longer
Just like the night sky that needs the stars
Together we can go
Just like the waves in the water
Just like the cool wind in the summer
Just like the paths that we have crossed
This is where we begin

[Your Name]

"Your Name" (March 2008)

Listening to all the sounds in the air
They whisper words when they pass by
Just need to know one more thing
That will render my name dry

Tell me, tell me you name
Show me that you would feel the same

Staying up with no intent
Losing sleep for days on end
Just need to tell you something
That still keeps my mind entranced

Tell me, tell me you name

Show me that you would feel the same

I'll buy just one more day
So I could find a way
That it couldn't be
Why couldn't it be me
I'll move the stars somehow
So I could show now
That it could be
That it could be

This time I will be listening to not just anyone
This time there will be someone out there

Where to draw the line
you have to show me where
When to walk away
You know I won't be there
(2x)

Tell me, tell me you name

Show me that you would feel the same

I'll buy just one more day

So I could find a way

That it couldn't be

Why couldn't it be me

I'll move the stars somehow

So I could show now

That it could be

That it could be me

Something True

"Something True" (Dec. 2007)

I see the windows clearly
Like the sand falling through an hour glass
My time was wasted on the
Illusion of my worried past
I will wait for nothing
Now that I am free
But I long for
What is something new
And I'll wait for
To be told something true

We spend our lives trying to
Pick the pieces of our identity
Run away with me
Marching on the Shores of La Jolla
Kicking away the sand beneath me
It's a dream watching the sun going to sleep

I see the windows clearly

Like the sand falling through an hour glass

My time was wasted on the

Illusion of my worried past

I will wait for nothing

Now that I am free

But I long for

What is something new

And I'll wait for

To be told something true

Holding on to, letting go of

Mixed feelings that are intertwined

I will dream, I will strive

To the end of truth and time

I see the windows clearly

Like the sand falling through an hour glass

My time was wasted on the

Illusion of my worried past

I will wait for nothing

Now that I am free

But I long for

What is something new

And I'll wait for

To be told something true

A Friend

"A Friend" (Dec. 2007)

It's those little things that add up
Creating the big picture
It's mostly about her
I'm trying to be honest
It's you who helped me get here
It's you who can be anywhere

To be able to see the movie inside
I say it's been difficult to hide
The pain caressing my face is real
You taught me how to feel

You are the one who tends to be
The one who helps a friend in need
And I am the one who will return
The favor that you have earned

Belittling the artist from the paint on his canvas
There's little he can trust
It's getting easier to breathe
It's getting much easier to see

To be able to harness truth inside
It can do wonders no one can hide
The pain caressing my face is real

You taught me how to feel

You are the one who tends to be

The one who helps a friend in need

And I am the one who will return 

The favor that you have earned

Delusional

"Delusional" (Nov. 2007)

I'm not the one that you want
I was the one that went wrong
Feeling sorry won't help now
We left without saying goodbye
Our hopes how could we let die
I'm not the one in disguise
I'm not the one

You have this thing in your eyes
Just took me years to see what it was
It makes me melt inside
Just let me know one thing

Would you like to know how I've been
I'd like to know how you've been

I'm not the one that you want

I was the one that went wrong

Feeling sorry won't help now

We left without saying goodbye

Our hopes how could we let die

I'm not the one in disguise

I'm not the one

I have these dreams of you 

They last through the night into the morning

Oh how I'm missing you

Oh yes I do, now please can you tell me

Would you like to know how I've been

I'd like to know how you've been

I'm not the one that you want

I was the one that went wrong

Feeling sorry won't help now

We left without saying goodbye

Our hopes how could we let die

I'm not the one in disguise

I'm not the one

Lullabies are Meant for Ex-Lovers

"Lullabies are Meant for Ex-Lovers" (Oct. 2007)

Are you even listening to me
I'm screaming at the top of my lungs now
I hope that you are listening
Message I'm sending is we are ending
Eyes wide shut on the 11th of May now
I will sleep sweet and soundly
It's better to see it as a distant reality
What is real?
All I feel

I feel the weakness in me down in my knees
It's in your arms it's where I want to be
Let's start over again we can make it this time
Let's become best friends, be mine

I'm waiting, still waiting
Offering my hand to you
I'm holding, embracing
Never letting go of you again
When the sun shines and glistens in your eyes
I always knew that we were so right
I never wanted to be, I never wanted to be
Waking up alone

Next day didn't expect to see you
The intention of speaking did occur
Scared and lonely how I found
Confused and useless how I see me
I see you, now tell me
that you will be my only
Imaginations, so clever
Such a shame this couldn't last forever

To be walking again side by side with you
Only given the chance can I have this dance
Let's start over again we can make it this time
Let's become best friends, be mine

I'm waiting, still waiting

Offering my hand to you

I'm holding, embracing

Never letting go of you again

When the sun shines and glistens in your eyes

I always knew that we were so right

I never wanted to be, I never wanted to be

Waking up alone

My Little Angel

"My Little Angel" (Oct. 2007)

You don't know it but I noticed
How can time stand still?
Walking slower until I met her
Won't you please look back

Stand beside me
It's getting hard to breathe
Lights are shining oh so brightly
Won't you hold my hand
hold it tightly
Please don't let go and be my only

My little angel
just have to let you know
time will tell me
I have to let go
But you're so out of reach
in the distance
my mind is telling me
I haven't got a chance

(Do do dodo do doo)

Heart still beating each time stronger
I don't think I can wait much longer
Best kept secret no one will know
How I feel for it's too late anyhow

I'll close my eyes now
sing me to sleep
off to a dream where it's you I can keep
Won't you hold my hand
hold it tightly
Please don't let go and be my only

My little angel

just have to let you know

time will tell me

I have to let go

But you're so out of reach

in the distance

my mind is telling me

I haven't got a chance

(Do do dodo do doo)

Back Together

"Back Together" (Sept. 2007)

Returning to a place we used to know
With all the memories kept with no regrets at all
Ascending, descending, c'mon just stop pretending
Remembering all the times we stood outside to just be waiting
And the times to be spent again
Will be something anticipated by them
So why do you say...

It's over, it's not over
It's only just begun
Breathe in and breathe out
Stop saying it can't be done
Bring yourself back
Hold, quit, stop stalling now
Nothing's gonna change till you take off with me
Bring yourself back

Hold, quit, stop stalling now

Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change

Back to old habits from which we grew

The test of time has failed there's no effect at all

Still dreaming, hallucinating, till the hour of 3 in the morning

Accelerating, heart beating, till the point of no retreating

Up and about here we go again

to the hall where we first met

So why do you say...

It's over, it's not over

It's only just begun

Breathe in and breathe out

Stop saying it can't be done

Bring yourself back 

Hold, quit, stop stalling now

Nothing's gonna change till you take off with me

Bring yourself back 

Hold, quit, stop stalling now

Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change

Don't question why this will be the day

that we all come back together

never say never

is this forever?

It's over, it's not over

It's only just begun

Breathe in and breathe out

Stop saying it can't be done

Bring yourself back 

Hold, quit, stop stalling now

Nothing's gonna change till you take off with me

Bring yourself back 

Hold, quit, stop stalling now

Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change